we survived

It's Thursday and I wanted to let you know that everybody in my house is still alive and healthy. We all made it through our incredibly bad start of a day last weekend and have lived to tell about it. I gave my seemingly drunk on high proof alcohol mixed with Rock Star son his Focalin and within 20 minutes I could reach him again. Thank God. But I've gotta tell you that it really sucks to start my days (almost all of them) off like that. My palpitating heart is in my throat and my head buzzes with fury and frustration. It's just not what I had envisioned for my family and home life.